Now Playing: I'm Not That Girl - Wicked
So it's been over a year since I updated this thing. I did a search of my name, since I was bored, and found this blog. I forgot I had it.
I am now 19 years old. I am still living at home, and sometimes its still tough, but I know I can't afford to move out just yet.
I've gotten really involved with my theater, I have two auditons coming up this week. One for BoB's Little Shop of Horrors, and the other for a scholarship to be able to study acting in NYC for a four weeks in the summer!
I am working on becoming a teacher, but unsure of the age range I want. I was advised to take Theater as a major to give me 3 more years to figure it out, and then go for my teacher certification.
Matt and I are still broken up, and honestly, probably won't be getting back together. At least not anytime time soon. He tells me now that he still loved me when we broke up, and still does.....but I think we'd be happier with different people.....Maybe if he didn't break up with me though, what my Grandfathers told me would be happening next year....
I had a stroke about a year ago (December 23rd 2006) due to an eating disorder. I am doing better now, but it's still hard for me to eat.
I am not so suicidal anymore, though sometimes I will still use the rubberbands if I really need to. It is a good stress relief for me, and perfectly fine.
Reading this blog, I see how much I've changed in the past two years.
I'm not so much of a drama queen. Yeah my life wasn't easy, but it seems like I over reacted sometimes.
I am coping a bit more with my issues, and acting more mature.
And a load of other stuff, lol.
Heck I don't even remember who that guy I started to like was.....
A lot can happen in the course of a year.......